back to the girl i used to be

i didn't want this....im back to who i was again....
i thought im done ...but i was totally wrong..its the beginning..there was no end after all...
i dont wanna feel shity always
but everyone make me feeel shit...
my own ones..my loved ones
my friends....

saturday morning

feeling so sleepy..."yawn "yawn "...i woke up very early today.
sometimes lying in bed closing and opening my eyes ...i wonder about everything, even things that i don't have to....i go for the unexplored horizons....and sometimes looking up the ceiling with a blank mind..thats what i did today..i was totally blank but after sometime i closed my eyes .....n i felt sweaty.... i opened my eyes ..guess what my nephew off the fan........heheheh
so now im looking for this and that..running up and down here and there....I've totally forgot how sleepy i was......thanks for my little lovely rascal nephew....mwaks

what happen was......

i saw HIM.....
i met him.........
i talked to him...
i chat with him...
i kissed him....
i liked him.....
i LOVED him ...
i let him......
i LOST him....

bEst Bitchs

best bitchs we are ,
best bitchs we'll be,
for always forever,

U and ME!

put it in a bottle,
never let it free...

hero

after thinking about it, through and through
i realized that anybody can be a hero...
just need to be strong...
in heart...
it just depends on the actions you do,
and why you do them..
anyone can be a hero..
you just need to sacrifice a bit of your
own good for someone else's.

tHe update

somehow my brain has been updated..
sumthin is wrong with me...i wanna say the update thing was great, that im strong...
yeah yeah im strong....but my mind is all blank :S
i do seee the colours around me,
where before they weren't even there,
but my mind is all blank....
im angry, im hungry,im clueless,
did i live? am dead? am i accountable? did i fight? did i win?
am i done? did i make a difference?
WHO AM I?????
So exactly who am I?
im a sister,
an aunt,
and a daughter.......
dats all i remember :S
( i knw this whole thing dnt even make any sense)
O_O

bLank Mind...YawninG

TSK TSK...i just don't know wat to write...
sitting here with this weird look..just staring n staring
n staring..cant figure out wat to write...
O_o its almost 3 hours now n this is all i came up with
TSK TSK.....all i did was itch my whole body head to butt, butt to toes .....i just hate the feeling ..my mind is all blank...sumtimes "YAWNING" ..im tooo sleeeepy..i don't think i can even continue (damn sleeepy with the blank mind)......""yaawning""