Monday, November 26, 2007

THINK TWICE



When you think others have forgotten about you; think twice because they could be

busy with their work and daily schedules.

We cross each other’s path often and it does not mean that if a person does not say hi or
acknowledge your presence it’s equivalent to you being forgotten.

Life is more than these contemplative thoughts. No one can ever be forgotten. It’s
in the mind but there’s no need for connection all the time. As long as the absent is felt it grow fonder all the time.

Friday, November 23, 2007

I wish i COULD just freeze a moment



Have you ever wished that sometimes you could just freeze a moment in your LIFE, like a FRAME and look at it and say
“This is not happening to me. This is not my life…” ?

as everyone say,"everything happens for a reason".
but for me the hard part is figuring out what
the reason is behind this...

for now, I’m just lost somewhere in my own life.
I need time to adjust
but somehow

i will find myself again......:)



Thursday, November 22, 2007

sWING

if u find your self feeling
HOPELESS
SHITTY
GOOD FOR NOTHING
WORTHLESS
LOSER
THOUGHTLESS
PATHETIC
USELESS
STUPID
CARELESS
JEALOUS
SELFISH
BURDEN
ANNOYING
DISAPPOINTING ( and so on)

try this:-go to a playground, find a swing, and abandon yourself to a time of pure, carefree play. As you fly through the air, picture all of ur cares being swept away, yourself become freer with each pass.
..its awesome..... :)

Sunday, November 18, 2007

back to the girl i used to be






i didn't want this....im back to who i was again....
i thought im done ...but i was totally wrong..its the beginning..there was no end after all...
i dont wanna feel shity always
but everyone make me feeel shit...
my own ones..my loved ones
my friends....

Friday, November 16, 2007

saturday morning

feeling so sleepy..."yawn "yawn "...i woke up very early today.
sometimes lying in bed closing and opening my eyes ...i wonder about everything, even things that i don't have to....i go for the unexplored horizons....and sometimes looking up the ceiling with a blank mind..thats what i did today..i was totally blank but after sometime i closed my eyes .....n i felt sweaty.... i opened my eyes ..guess what my nephew off the fan........heheheh
so now im looking for this and that..running up and down here and there....I've totally forgot how sleepy i was......thanks for my little lovely rascal nephew....mwaks

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

what happen was......



i saw HIM.....
i met him.........
i talked to him...
i chat with him...
i kissed him....
i liked him.....
i LOVED him ...
i let him......
i LOST him....

Sunday, November 4, 2007

bEst Bitchs


best bitchs we are ,
best bitchs we'll be,
for always forever,

U and ME!

put it in a bottle,
never let it free...

hero



after thinking about it, through and through
i realized that anybody can be a hero...
just need to be strong...
in heart...
it just depends on the actions you do,
and why you do them..
anyone can be a hero..
you just need to sacrifice a bit of your
own good for someone else's.



Saturday, November 3, 2007

tHe update


somehow my brain has been updated..
sumthin is wrong with me...i wanna say the update thing was great, that im strong...
yeah yeah im strong....but my mind is all blank :S
i do seee the colours around me,
where before they weren't even there,
but my mind is all blank....
im angry, im hungry,im clueless,
did i live? am dead? am i accountable? did i fight? did i win?
am i done? did i make a difference?
WHO AM I?????
So exactly who am I?
im a sister,
an aunt,
and a daughter.......
dats all i remember :S
( i knw this whole thing dnt even make any sense)
O_O

Thursday, November 1, 2007

bLank Mind...YawninG


TSK TSK...i just don't know wat to write...
sitting here with this weird look..just staring n staring
n staring..cant figure out wat to write...
O_o its almost 3 hours now n this is all i came up with
TSK TSK.....all i did was itch my whole body head to butt, butt to toes .....i just hate the feeling ..my mind is all blank...sumtimes "YAWNING" ..im tooo sleeeepy..i don't think i can even continue (damn sleeepy with the blank mind)......""yaawning""